ElfiLighthands Actually, still young I asked my boyfriend for taking some pictures of myself topless: this is the first, the day of my 20th birthday.... moreLighthands Actually, still young I asked my boyfriend for taking some pictures of myself topless: this is the first, the day of my 20th birthday. https://darkfetishnet.com/index.php/albums/photos/view/8559/717267/photographed-for-the-first-time-with-the-bare-breasts He took me even some nudes but privately and not shaved. Later, at 22 years I surprised myself by undressing totally in public on a forest road in the mountains and stood naked in the cold more than an hour to be seen by as people as possible. https://darkfetishnet.com/index.php/albums/photos/view/8559/633535/an-exciting-set-in-front-of-people Significant but extemporaneous things. Only since an year I denude me in public without fear, on the stage and now even in the city. If I will live twice, I will start secretly at 14 or 15, fully naked and shaved in front of a stranger with a camera. Reached 18, I will do it in public and post the photos. I regret I started so old. less
ElfiWhen I started posting racy images of myself, I did it after a lot of hesitations. I was already conscious of my exhibitionistic background and went around naked in woods feeling, together, fear and desire to be surprised. Also shame when it happened for... moreWhen I started posting racy images of myself, I did it after a lot of hesitations. I was already conscious of my exhibitionistic background and went around naked in woods feeling, together, fear and desire to be surprised. Also shame when it happened for real. Initially, I bended beyond some bush not to be seen. Then ever less. Now I undress on purpose to be seen, not in woods but on a stage in front of more than 100 people and even among stranger people in the city, not only topless but completely-completely, included my private parts duly shaved so that everybody can see well and close up what there is between my legs. A thing unthinkable for me only two years ago. I feel ready to anything, as long as completely naked and in public, in front of many completely dressed people. less
Elfi@Pete Thanks to you for your kind words of appreciation! I'am always so excited when I think that the images of my naked body and its details go all around the world and many people get aroused while looking at them... Until to few years ago I would... more@Pete Thanks to you for your kind words of appreciation! I'am always so excited when I think that the images of my naked body and its details go all around the world and many people get aroused while looking at them... Until to few years ago I would never thought it will have happened, I had never published a my image in the web. Not even dressed. I have had to begin, to understand what wonderful feelings appearing naked on the screens was able to give me. Later, I couldn't resist to temptation of doing it even live. It's even more exciting!!! less
This is a true story actually lived by me, like the others I told.I was 20 and already I suffered from a serious fetish for the heart from many years . I was very curious to know what you might feel if someone stabs you in the heart. Wanting to draw atten...
Elfi@hartspot It was so upsetting that changed my life forever. I lost interest for normal sex: to get aroused I need the heart, or I need being naked among dressed people. Nothing else can turn me on, so I stopped making sex. Given your professional... more@hartspot It was so upsetting that changed my life forever. I lost interest for normal sex: to get aroused I need the heart, or I need being naked among dressed people. Nothing else can turn me on, so I stopped making sex. Given your professional competence and your tendency, I would choose you as my partner. From you, I would let a long needle penetrate my heart, I would let a thin blade into my chest to caress my heart directly. I could have sex the only way I care by now: a needle in the heart every week, although knowing that something will go wrong sooner or later. I hope you would accept the risk to kill me. less
Elfi@Denny In the end, I too am happy to be still here That has been the impulse of a moment, but I went to a hair from paying it with my life! Even more: I was willing to die and nearly sure to not survive, when I opened my hands on purpose. But in that... more@Denny In the end, I too am happy to be still here That has been the impulse of a moment, but I went to a hair from paying it with my life! Even more: I was willing to die and nearly sure to not survive, when I opened my hands on purpose. But in that moment the only thing I was desiring was the blade in my heart!
I am in the common room, relaxing by reading a light novel when someone calls me. "Jenny! Jenny!" I turn around, it is Lucy. "Jenny, the Big Guy said that the cake today was really wonderful and the guests were really pleased. You can return to your room ...
ElfiReally a great story, never boring although long! I saw myself in Jenny and started getting wet at the start of the fight. Will who win? I thought Jenny because she wrote. Instead no. When the tip was placed on the heart of Jenny I was near orgasm, ever... moreReally a great story, never boring although long! I saw myself in Jenny and started getting wet at the start of the fight. Will who win? I thought Jenny because she wrote. Instead no. When the tip was placed on the heart of Jenny I was near orgasm, ever more close while it descended into the chest. A fountain of blood squirting from the heart is a my ancient dream; often I thought I might really be willing to die, in order to see high red jets jumping high from my heart in front of many people.
Bernard Depomme
A well written, highly descriptive story of consensual enslavement and its outcome. A very good explanation of the rationale of surrendering "self" and how it can be appealing. Thank you for posting this.
Elfi@Denny Never say never! I too would want to live such an experience, totally naked and tied at the mercy of sadistic people, desirous to see blood slipping along a young female body, without any chance to defend me! I should search for some group of... more@Denny Never say never! I too would want to live such an experience, totally naked and tied at the mercy of sadistic people, desirous to see blood slipping along a young female body, without any chance to defend me! I should search for some group of depraved people. Not migrants though! Those kill truly.
Elfi@snuffme I find the taser as much more erotic. If we talk about feasible things in real life, it can be used to penetrate the body deeply and the prod can not. Not electrically high powered though: it has to be as lower as possible. If the discharge is... more@snuffme I find the taser as much more erotic. If we talk about feasible things in real life, it can be used to penetrate the body deeply and the prod can not. Not electrically high powered though: it has to be as lower as possible. If the discharge is low enough, it can be shot even into the cardiac region. It would be very interesting to verity its effects to the heart, if gets it crazy or if can even stop it. I would be the first to offer me as a human guinea pig. With medics around, ready to do it restart if it stops. less
This is a true story actually lived by me, like the others I told.I was 20 and already I suffered from a serious fetish for the heart from many years . I was very curious to know what you might feel if someone stabs you in the heart. Wanting to draw atten...
Elfi@hartspot It was so upsetting that changed my life forever. I lost interest for normal sex: to get aroused I need the heart, or I need being naked among dressed people. Nothing else can turn me on, so I stopped making sex. Given your professional... more@hartspot It was so upsetting that changed my life forever. I lost interest for normal sex: to get aroused I need the heart, or I need being naked among dressed people. Nothing else can turn me on, so I stopped making sex. Given your professional competence and your tendency, I would choose you as my partner. From you, I would let a long needle penetrate my heart, I would let a thin blade into my chest to caress my heart directly. I could have sex the only way I care by now: a needle in the heart every week, although knowing that something will go wrong sooner or later. I hope you would accept the risk to kill me. less
Elfi@Denny In the end, I too am happy to be still here That has been the impulse of a moment, but I went to a hair from paying it with my life! Even more: I was willing to die and nearly sure to not survive, when I opened my hands on purpose. But in that... more@Denny In the end, I too am happy to be still here That has been the impulse of a moment, but I went to a hair from paying it with my life! Even more: I was willing to die and nearly sure to not survive, when I opened my hands on purpose. But in that moment the only thing I was desiring was the blade in my heart!