Disclaimer: Nein, ich habe eine Beschneidung nie ernsthaft erwogen. Keine Frau sollte das tun. Trotzdem basieren einige Elemente dieser Geschichte auf realen persönlichen Erfahrungen. Dazu gehören mein Hadern mit einem als zeitweise sehr stark e...
Sekhmet@Sophie: eine sehr schöne Geschichte, welche mir sehr gefällig war. Die Frage was frau tun sollte, stelle ich mir nicht mehr, da sie nur meine Gefühlswelt beeinträchtig hat. Da Du Deine Orgasmen sehr liebst, wäre ein forcierter und von Dir... more@Sophie: eine sehr schöne Geschichte, welche mir sehr gefällig war. Die Frage was frau tun sollte, stelle ich mir nicht mehr, da sie nur meine Gefühlswelt beeinträchtig hat. Da Du Deine Orgasmen sehr liebst, wäre ein forcierter und von Dir ungeplanter Verzicht auf Deine Lust mit Lidocain sicherlich ein probates Mittel Dich zu quälen, vor allem da ich darauf bestehen würde, dass Du es weiter versuchen sollst. Zuerst verbal, dann würde ich Dich durch Schmerz motivieren meinen Anweisungen zu folgen, wobei letzteres Mittel durchaus befriedigend für Dich sein kann.
Noch was: Die Entfernung Deiner sichtbaren Klitoris würde Dein Lustempfinden sehr stark einschränken, Orgasmen wären dann sehr schwer für Dich möglich less
aniaraSophie: Some info: I think it was Lidocain's fault that we discovered the possibility to orgasm by massaging the clitoral body. In fact you do not need a clit-glans - but it is "handy"! To remove your sexual drive you need an operation to... moreSophie: Some info: I think it was Lidocain's fault that we discovered the possibility to orgasm by massaging the clitoral body. In fact you do not need a clit-glans - but it is "handy"! To remove your sexual drive you need an operation to remove your whole clitoral body.
No clit-hood: I was massively abused, when I was 12-13 until 16-17y. Extremely cruelly tortured. Everything displaced/forgotten. I do not remember anything. Maybe it disappeared then? (How my "uncle" treated me, you can read on Fetlife) less
SophieHey aniara, You should definitely give in to this desire to write a response to my story. I'd love to read it so much. Especially how pain sex could be a solution to my "problem".
Btw. how come your clitoris doesn't have a covering hood... moreHey aniara, You should definitely give in to this desire to write a response to my story. I'd love to read it so much. Especially how pain sex could be a solution to my "problem".
Btw. how come your clitoris doesn't have a covering hood (anymore)? Consequences of pain sex?
aniara"Wie ein Orchester in meinem Bauch, das noch die Instrumente stimmt........" I simply LOVE your description here.
Somehow I have a desire to write a blog as a kind of answer to this blog. My clit, rather big and with no covering hood, has... more"Wie ein Orchester in meinem Bauch, das noch die Instrumente stimmt........" I simply LOVE your description here.
Somehow I have a desire to write a blog as a kind of answer to this blog. My clit, rather big and with no covering hood, has given me so much. But in fact you may consider our whole concept of pain-sex as our "solution" to your problem.
PS We only use lidocain on clit in a few cases: 1)Some played a joke on me and forced me to masturbate! 2)When we want a punishment to be pain without pleasure. But it is possible to orgasm, if you massage/hit the clitoral body. less
Disclaimer: Nein, ich habe eine Beschneidung nie ernsthaft erwogen. Keine Frau sollte das tun. Trotzdem basieren einige Elemente dieser Geschichte auf realen persönlichen Erfahrungen. Dazu gehören mein Hadern mit einem als zeitweise sehr stark e...
Sekhmet@Sophie: eine sehr schöne Geschichte, welche mir sehr gefällig war. Die Frage was frau tun sollte, stelle ich mir nicht mehr, da sie nur meine Gefühlswelt beeinträchtig hat. Da Du Deine Orgasmen sehr liebst, wäre ein forcierter und von Dir... more@Sophie: eine sehr schöne Geschichte, welche mir sehr gefällig war. Die Frage was frau tun sollte, stelle ich mir nicht mehr, da sie nur meine Gefühlswelt beeinträchtig hat. Da Du Deine Orgasmen sehr liebst, wäre ein forcierter und von Dir ungeplanter Verzicht auf Deine Lust mit Lidocain sicherlich ein probates Mittel Dich zu quälen, vor allem da ich darauf bestehen würde, dass Du es weiter versuchen sollst. Zuerst verbal, dann würde ich Dich durch Schmerz motivieren meinen Anweisungen zu folgen, wobei letzteres Mittel durchaus befriedigend für Dich sein kann.
Noch was: Die Entfernung Deiner sichtbaren Klitoris würde Dein Lustempfinden sehr stark einschränken, Orgasmen wären dann sehr schwer für Dich möglich less
aniaraSophie: Some info: I think it was Lidocain's fault that we discovered the possibility to orgasm by massaging the clitoral body. In fact you do not need a clit-glans - but it is "handy"! To remove your sexual drive you need an operation to... moreSophie: Some info: I think it was Lidocain's fault that we discovered the possibility to orgasm by massaging the clitoral body. In fact you do not need a clit-glans - but it is "handy"! To remove your sexual drive you need an operation to remove your whole clitoral body.
No clit-hood: I was massively abused, when I was 12-13 until 16-17y. Extremely cruelly tortured. Everything displaced/forgotten. I do not remember anything. Maybe it disappeared then? (How my "uncle" treated me, you can read on Fetlife) less
SophieHey aniara, You should definitely give in to this desire to write a response to my story. I'd love to read it so much. Especially how pain sex could be a solution to my "problem".
Btw. how come your clitoris doesn't have a covering hood... moreHey aniara, You should definitely give in to this desire to write a response to my story. I'd love to read it so much. Especially how pain sex could be a solution to my "problem".
Btw. how come your clitoris doesn't have a covering hood (anymore)? Consequences of pain sex?
aniara"Wie ein Orchester in meinem Bauch, das noch die Instrumente stimmt........" I simply LOVE your description here.
Somehow I have a desire to write a blog as a kind of answer to this blog. My clit, rather big and with no covering hood, has... more"Wie ein Orchester in meinem Bauch, das noch die Instrumente stimmt........" I simply LOVE your description here.
Somehow I have a desire to write a blog as a kind of answer to this blog. My clit, rather big and with no covering hood, has given me so much. But in fact you may consider our whole concept of pain-sex as our "solution" to your problem.
PS We only use lidocain on clit in a few cases: 1)Some played a joke on me and forced me to masturbate! 2)When we want a punishment to be pain without pleasure. But it is possible to orgasm, if you massage/hit the clitoral body. less
she sat quietly in a cafe
pale
freckled with only one arm
and a missing foot
always shaking invisibly
deformed
from the curse of desolation
facing downwards
she read the couplet
her maiden voyage was a lonely one
and it lasted all the days of her life
she wept silent tears
through interminable silent days
and starless nights
fearing her resemblance
to that ode of the forsaken
her countenance
a broken heart
i've come for you
i murmured
i'm a busted doll she said
see my pretty stumps
wheelchair
crutch
do you like them
strangely yes ...so very much
i wept softly
no one wants me
she whispered
i'm a blight of horror
a castaway to be avoided
my life a nightmare
of dark estrangement
a walking wound in tears
to crooked to be loved
a torn doll
looking into the depths of her soul
i called
i've always wanted a lopsided girl
with flaying stumps
and a brooding heart
to save
to love
to heal
to cuddle
and adore
to cry over
with wild warping hugs
always aching
for my... less
zebrablackBecoming an amputee as an act of submission, a severally demented form of masochism is what she was all about. We flew to the Philippines and had all 4 of her limbs removed surgically. After her recovery back home a few weeks later, as we had planned I... moreBecoming an amputee as an act of submission, a severally demented form of masochism is what she was all about. We flew to the Philippines and had all 4 of her limbs removed surgically. After her recovery back home a few weeks later, as we had planned I installed a large black hook in the ceiling over the bath tub to hang a rope. I seated my darling on a stool holding her carefully so that she wouldn't tip over and put the rope sweetly around her neck. We kissed for a long time while I took a razor to her head face tits and belly. She was crying and smiling and said she was happy and all ready. I pushed my oiled cock inside her and then pulled the stool out from her. It was a thing of delicious horror to see her stumps flay desperately, her blood streak the walls and her eyes pop like boiling fish....squirt! less
Btw. how come your clitoris doesn't have a covering hood... more
Somehow I have a desire to write a blog as a kind of answer to this blog. My clit, rather big and with no covering hood, has... more